Tommy is having his first overnight away from home tonight. My parents are keeping him so Bill and I can go to a birthday party and so we can have a test run sine they're keeping him when we go to a wedding out of town next month. I'm currently laying with him on my parents' spare bed in the room where their crib is. He's asleep and I can't get myself to put him down. I know he'll be fine. I know I'll be fine. I just can't seem to do it. Wahhhh
Ok. Here goes. I'm gonna do it. Really, I am.
......
One for the money.
Two for the show.
Three to get ready.
Four to go.
UPDATE:
We stayed out until 12:30 and I went to sleep around 1. I woke up a little over an hour later having an anxiety attack. I felt like I couldn't breathe and I was shaking. I kept thinking that something bad had happened to Tommy. I woke myself up completely and pulled myself out of it. It was not too much fun though. When I woke up at 7:45 for the day, I called my mom and she told me Tommy was still sleeping! That he woke up at 5:15 and kind of babbled and played then went back to sleep! I'm glad he did well for them. I wish I hadn't been so stressed out.
Aww Katie! I'm sorry you had an anxiety attack! I'm glad he did great and hope this will put your mind at ease next month.
ReplyDeleteAwww, it sounds like it was pretty difficult. Hopefully, next time it will be a little easier. I haven't been gone all night yet either, so I need to get mentally prepared. Hopefully, since it's a bachelorette party, I'll keep myself occupied :)
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